My problem might seem pretty
trivial but it is a huge issue in my life – it's MESS.
I am such a neat freak, but of
late I seem to be having an OCD issue. OCD being (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)
. OCD is a disorder of the brain and behavior, yes that’s me. OCD causes
severe anxiety in those affected involving in my case ‘mess!! I am becoming obsessive about it, and it seems
to take up a lot of time and energy from me.
I work full time in a job that
sometimes and often encroaches into the evening. If you walk into my place, you
would see timber floors, fairly clean with the occasional cat hair floating
across the surface; you would see everything neat and in place. However, if you
open a cupboard you see marks, stains, dirt and I get so frustrated I can’t
seem to have the time to clean up – you know the build-up you get in a pantry..
GROAN. - the marks you get sometimes from the Soy Sauce bottles, or grime that
seems to develop over time and stain the cupboards. I HATE IT, and I clean it
but then the OCD part in me screams, HELP!!!.
I am sure people will just say
tidy up, clean when you can and I seem to spend my life just doing that, but I
have come to the conclusion that I must be completely inefficient to be so
ineffective. I am bright, intelligent,
but maintaining a tidy home is fine, but CLEAN home is a different story, in
the way others manage seems beyond me at the moment.
I am greatly sentimental about
possessions and regularly try to have purges and chuck things out, but it is
the day-to-day management that I seem to find impossible when it comes to
cleaning drawers and cupboards, most especially pantries.
The other OCD part in me is organising
my Secondlife Inventory, seriously I cry. It is truly a mess. In comparison to
others I don’t have the 100,000’s of goodies anymore, only 34,000, items
misplaced and scattered. However the OCD in me SCREAMS, and I so wish someone
would develop a better inventory programme that we can see pictures and it is
easy to organise. PLEASE PLEASE!!! J
Showcasing for you today, I
bring to you the awesome collection of works from the following artists: -
Destinations:
- Apple Fall @ Shiny
Shabby , Fancy Décor and Zerkalo @ Monsieur
Chic
Apple
Fall Country Hall extras: - Books and Maps – (New)@ Shiny
Shabby
Apple
Fall Country Hall extras: – Crumpled Newspaper (New) @ Shiny
Shabby
Apple
Fall Country Hall extras: – Long Curtain (New) @ Shiny
Shabby
Apple
Fall Country Hall extras: – Verdant Oil Painting (New) @ Shiny
Shabby
Apple
Fall Country Hall extras: – Victorian Radiator (New) @ Shiny
Shabby
Fancy Décor:
– Adler Desk
(New) @ Monsieur
Chic
Fancy Décor:
– B&W
Rug (New) @ Monsieur
Chic
Fancy Décor:
– Stacked
Boxes (New) @ Monsieur
Chic
Fancy Décor:
– Wall Stud
(New) @ Monsieur
Chic
Fancy Décor: – White/Gold Office Supplies (New)
@ Monsieur
Chic
Zerkalo –
Black Line: – Chair
Adult (New) @ Monsieur
Chic
Zerkalo –
Black Line: –
Frames Limited Edition (New) @ Monsieur
Chic
Zerkalo –
Black Line: –
Blackline Table (New) @ Monsieur
Chic
Moon
Curtain: –
Cinphul
Pickers
Ladder: – Junk
Attic
Sink Pile: – DRD
Fall
Harvest Barn: – Pixel Mode
Drafting
Board: – Junk
Morrison
Wall Art: - Junk
Pic: Taken at ’It all starts with a smile’